​Dear mom 

Dear mom. Yesterday you died it happened fast it’s funny just how fast the time can pass when you’re with the ones you love now I look for you above 

Dear mom. Today was thanksgiving but it felt wrong without you by my side but I’ve gotta stay strong for you for me for everybody else 

But right before you said your last goodbye 

You ran your fingers through my hair and told me not to be scared without you you told me you were proud of the woman that I’ve become but I haven’t been the same I’ve just been blue 

Dear mom it’s officially been three months to the day since I got the call and collapsed in the hallway that you finally slipped away. When I came home I didn’t know what to expect or how this one thing could effect my life in every single little aspect 

Dear mom today mark four months since you passed oh how I wish the memories could last longer they’re fading away much too fast 

But right before you said your last goodbye

We jammed out in the car to old rap songs and dance in the kitchen singing into the tongs we’d laugh out loud playing Mario oh my lord where’d the time go

And if I could just rewind and go back I wouldn't take for granted this thing that I now lack

Dear mom I hope that I am making you proud the last thing I wanna do is let you down cause a mom like you is rare sincerely haliebear